Five Stars

The way head nurse looked at Ko. I can smell something fishy. All this mess started with that idiotic care taker who went around to gossip without knowing anything! This is why people should not gossip in life and also why lie to his brother? Why couldn’t he say the truth? How much guilt is Gang carrying? Oh my god.. it breaks my heart. He said something out of anger when he was 12 and for that he is carrying his guilt and doing things for rest his life. That is so painful. Also I did not know that nurse can counsel patient without doctor knowing?!?! Ah this head nurse and the patient hat short conversation was intense and fishy .The landlady entry was like when kids are fighting, mom comes in to get them back to line hahah The President’s analogy of three legged race is really good! It’s no holding back but are relaying on each other. I think all relationships are like that. One has to be strong and lean on other and vice versa to maintain a relationship. When gang said, he woke up from dream, I cried a bucket. Damn! How he still believes his whole life is just to take care of his brother and that he cannot have anything else   Oh my god why is Sang reading that book? First time Ko opened up her heart and it’s shredded to pieces. To the girl who isn’t supposed to feel anything, the amount of pain seen on her face in the beach is heart breaking. Gang knows that he wants to let her into his life but a slight disagreement between him and his brother, took his many steps back in the progress he had made. Urgh!! This feel like therapy haha you make progress and then small life event and you go back so many steps. What is head nurse scheming??? Why on earth this show making me cry so much urgh.. The landlady is the best. The CEO’s words were gold: we cannot number people. This head nurse is giving me creeps. Please how can that patient be Ko’s mom? Ko’s mom is psychopath/sociopath, I think. No way she is the patient. Someone is manipulating her for sure.

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I put IONTBO on hold after watching the second…

I put IONTBO on hold after watching the second episode since I usually like binge-watching. Fortunately, I started watching it again this week, and with all the occurences happening from 3rd to 10th episode, the character's development, illustration of their vulnerability, happy moments, etc., emotions gathered. I was halfway episode 10 when this thought suddenly came to mind... Kang Tae is like a prisoner scared to let go of his past. Because of that one (yes just one) accident in which almost led Sang Tae to die, he decided to lock himself- including his happiness- up. Although I know it does affect your conscience humongously, that doesn't mean he should stop doing stuff that makes him happy. Furthermore, all his life he focused on his brother. He gives Sang Tae what he wants, move to different places every year, get several part time jobs, works his way around Sang Tae comfort, but what did he get in return? Sadness, loneliness, conscience, even bruises when there are fights, even learned how to fake himself. I'm not saying this is all Sang Tae's fault. No it isn't because it's not his choice to have autism. What i'm trying to convey is Kang Tae shouldn't have let this happening get in his way to achieve happiness, to get in the state of comfortness. I know it's hard, but hopefully Kang Tae eventually learn how to be selfish at some point. He needs to learn how to take care of himself.

On the day of Mun Yeong's birthday, her mother finally appeared. Atleast that's what I believe- she's Mun Yeong's mother. I'm looking forward to her scaracter, specially she's been known as someone who's scary and witchy.

Looking through preview, seems like Sang Tae will eventually accept Kang Tae's happiness. That it's Mun Yeong that makes him joyful. I hopefully he realizes that Kang Tae is not and will never be his.

I am definitely looking forward to what's gonna happen next.

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There are spoilers included

Episode 10 was everything anticipated and the emotional ride that I tried to prepare myself for but failed miserably.This was an episode where I hated the ML (please don't get me wrong, actor Kim Soo Hyun was brilliant in every scene). After experiencing the parallel life of "what should have been" with Go Moon Young, he lets go to follow his old, familiar pattern. No more laughter, no smiles, just the routine of his life....wake up, eat, go to work, come home, all in the category of being his brother's caretaker. He recesses back to responsible misery.Moon Sang Tae is the "Boy Who Cried Wolf". His alternate reality of "he pushed me into the water and wanted me dead" was only partially right in that his little brother, not even an adolescent, had not learned how to hide his feelings. This child, who was neurologically different, had a small world to play in and that consisted of a mother and brother. He was lonely, isolated and learned the art of manipulation. Their scene in episode 9 and repercussions displayed in episode 10 allows for healing and a healthier relationship to begin between the two.Go Moon Young, the person who endures silently while others distance themselves, absolutely slayed me throughout the episode. She very quietly and in her own way, begs Go Moon Young not to leave her again to no avail. Nam Joo Ri, the former childhood friend, comes to pick up the brother's belongings and only shows her true feelings (albiet in hilarious scenes) under the influence of alcohol. The publisher CEO, when asked who comes first, dodged the bullet with a diatribe about the different shades of yellow. Which meant she was his priority when it involved business. At the end, she sits alone at a very large table looking out. What her thoughts are is anyone's guess but the foreshadowing sentence at the beach raised the hair on my arms. "I'm not a firecracker! I'm a bomb! I blow up and kill everyone!". I'm left wondering how much more loneliness will push an isolated person to harm those she loves? Or, perhaps, her mother will carry out punishment of her "loved" one's for similar circumstances.Even with the upbeat, happy expression preview of episode 11, I know there are 6 episodes left to go. There are most definitely, bigger roller coasters yet to ride in this drama and I wouldn't miss is for the world.

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