I wanted to like this drama, and I did. I binge watched this all this past weekend. Literally didn't get up except to take personal breaks. I've been on this kick recently, where I've been getting into "older" dramas. I think they have a special and specific quirk to them, and this drama was no different. The background and scene set up was so beautiful, and I also loved the cheesy palace backdrops as it reminded me of an old telenovela. Fake, but you pretend it is real anyways because you are enjoying the storyline.

This drama would have to be my first dealing mainly on royalty and palace life.

I somewhat enjoyed most characters, but all the feels were there whenever anything happened to any of the characters. Maybe it is because I have been super emotional lately, but I lightweight did not ship the two mains together. Mainly because I felt like even though Shin Chae Kyun was super bubbly and brought life into the palace, she was too forgiving and let everyone walk all over her. Also, the Crowned Prince, Chin, was just plain an asshole. He would go around doing whatever he wanted, acting like he is doing absolutely nothing wrong, but when Chae Kyung, Crowned Princess, did one thing wrong, she was punished to the max. And that was basically what this drama was about. Chae Kyung is a commoner who finds out that her grandfather and the late king made an arrangement when they were back in the military that she would marry the crowned prince and unite both families. She agrees to the marriage to help her family, as they are living in poverty, despite knowing and disliking Shin. She struggles in the beginning, being married to someone who she knows is in love with someone else, Min Hyo Rin, and who also loves to put her in situations that make her uncomfortable and struggle more. The only person who acts as her sanctuary through all of this is Lee Yool, her new classmate and later we find out was actually the Crowned Prince until the death of his father, which lead to him and his mother's "banishment." Lee Yool is sensitive, understanding, and overall an amazing confidant, but creates havoc in the palace. Yool has been trained by his mother to one day take back his crown.

And it is interesting that I've been explaining everything from Chae Kyung's POV even though, yes, she is the main character in this drama, but I do feel like Shin was the one this story revolved around. He had the most internal struggle, yet didn't want to do anything until the second half of the series. I hated his excuses being that he was raised a certain way, so he doesn't know when he is wrong or not, and if he knows he is wrong, he doesn't know how to fix it because it goes against everything he grew up believing. Which ultimately broke Chae Kyung slowly and painfully. I felt extremely bad for her. Whenever her heart started to break, my heart would. After spending some time with the Crowned Prince, she started to fall in love with him and he almost seemed like he started to as well, but when he would start hanging out with his ex again and contradict everything. I did start to like Shin once Chae Kyung started to, but the moment that whole Thailand thing happened, I HATED him. Not only did he make her feel unwanted, but it also made her feel like she was the bad guy, keeping him away from his true love. And this doesn't happen once. It happens on multiple occasions, and then he comes back acting all lovey dovey. Fake News. This is why I loved Yool aka the Royal Prince. Regardless how I disliked the way he went about certain things, he was always honest and never sugarcoated anything. Chae Kyung always went to him because he was always there and comforted her. Yes, I did feel like he said some harsh things, sometimes about how the Crowned Prince will always love his ex more than he will ever love her, and that is not ok, but I do feel like there were good intentions there. He never acted fake around Chae Kyung. Yes, there were times where he would do things purposely in front of Shin to show him that he was a better man than him, but everything he did came as first instinct to him. Like, when they were all driving to Yool's party and Shin knew that Chae Kyung was a terrible driver, what did the two men do? Shin, at this point was Chae Kyung's boyfriend, offered to drive her and her friends, but once she says no, he leaves. Yool, the homie he is, who doesn't know that she is a bad driver, decides to drive behind her to make sure that they all get there safe. To me, that is like walking down the street with your man, and him instinctually walking on the side closest to the street. Yes, old fashioned and corny, but it is a little way of showing that he wants to keep you safe.

I did feel terrible for Yool though. He was the son of a king who died, and of a mother who wanted revenge, but not for what she has told Yool all his life. He loves his mother, but ultimately becomes a pawn in her selfish revenge plot. She lies and manipulates all her late husband's friends and supporters as well as her son to get what she thinks she deserves, yet well knowing that her revenge was never justified. I felt terrible for Yool because he was the product and pawn of bad fate created by his mother. A fate that would never let him get what he wanted - the crown in which was his birth right and the woman he loves. In the end, he (spoiler) ultimately decides that he will be take all the blame of what his mother did, instead of provided all proof it was his mother. Another reason why I felt bad for Yool was that any mother would protect her son at all costs, but instead, he let's her son take the blame for what she did, and then tries to kill herself. And after all of this, Yool still takes care of his mother and tries to let go of the woman he loves.

I enjoyed the first half of this drama, but after the whole Thailand thing, it was a battle of tug of war between Chae Kyung and Shin, with Shin always cheating. Like I said in the beginning, whenever Shin was clearly flat out cheating and causing a scandal, he thought he did nothing wrong and got his PR team to cover it up. But the one time there is a scandal with Chae Kyung that the only thing that is her fault was staying friends with Yool after rejecting him so many times, Shin blows up on her and the elders debate about banishing her. Like, ok, she doesn't have royal blood so it's more acceptable, but damn. Shin knew she never cheated, but decided at that point to tell her that he was falling in love with her, but now he thinks he hates her. He was the Prince of hurting his wife over and over again while she had plenty of opportunities to be like, "now you know how I felt whenever you were with your ex. the only difference is that you actually cheated." But she would never say that because she is actually a decent person. That is where the story got annoying - after her scandal, it was a back and forth game of I hate you because you wronged me, but I was wrong, so I love you again, but now I wronged you, and you hate me. Very back and forth and annoying.

Overall, though, I did love the story. When they were in a good place, everything was honestly perfect. There weren't many times where they were open about their feelings and lovey dovey, so when they did happen, they were that much more great. But when they were in a bad place, it was really bad. I loved the drama, and loved to hate Yool's mom, but damn, she was ready to tear down the whole monarchy for her revenge. She gave zero f***s. And honestly, none of this would have happened, if someone spoke up sooner. Shame on Yool for not stepping up sooner, but he did grow up believing that they kicked him out for an invalid reason. Also, shame on Shin's father, who magically learned his lesson at the end of the series even though nothing really happened for him to come to any conclusion. Maybe he realized that he was being petty towards his son for not valid reason. Also attacking Yool and Chae Kyung for fake drama even though he should have been more considerate, given his past. Finally, shame on Shin for just being a butthole. He's over here mopeing about not knowing what to do to make Chae Kyung happy, even though she was told him over and over again what he should be doing. Like, you are getting mad at your wife for opening up to a close friend, even though she has never seeked Yool out, when you have never tried to open up to her or comfort her. She has always tried to comfort you, even when you say you want to be alone, and all she wants is for you to do the same. I can truthfully say that even though I enjoyed this drama, I wasn't a fan of any character. The only person who I enjoyed in this drama was Yool, and he def got the short end of the stick. Yes, he was wildin' out and saying wild stuff, but damn, compared to what Shin was doing, I don't think he was bad at all. The only fault he had in my opinion was thinking that if he was able to get her divorced and banished, she would want to run away with him. Like...homie...no. That also goes for Shin's ex - she was wildin' out even more. This is why I didn't mention her. She wasn't as bad as Yool's mother, but shoot, she rejected his proposal and when he got married, she realized she wants him again, but not as the Crowned Prince or King, but as a commoner, so she does everything in her power to try to get him removed. People in this drama were wildin' out more than they needed to be. Entertaining, but painful.