i don’t understand why i keep watching this. i guess i am just curious to see how the story ends. but shit, this show is very upsetting. nut is so abusive, physically and emotionally, and his hot/cold attitude is so sickening. i need that man in therapy NOW. i’ve been giving him the benefit of the doubt for too long. tofu is very adorable. i wish he knew that there were other people out there who could love and cherish him way better than nut. i’m praying for nut’s mom as well. hope she gets better