“Why are people born to experience pain?”

I really don't know how to start or when to start but here I am, trying my best. This series is definitely one of the best things happened to me ever. I kept postponing to watch for the last 3 months but was so curious about it especially seeing some parallels between this series and Your Name Engreved Herein, which makes me so excited while watching as well, to start my review; from cinematography to the OST, to the acting and the plot.. it's done splendidly well.

I'll neither tire of praising this nor talking about this from now on. The CHEMISTRY between them explains everything. This definitely is a next level BL. It deserves everything and should be seen as 'one of the best movie examples; for LGBTQ community. It is a true story; it is me, you and them? It portrays the issues that lgbtq+ teenagers have faced so flawlessly. The support the characters get, for instance Hoon or Tarn, it was so necessary for us to see; that comfort, support. I even felt like he was talking to me through Teh which is something i have never seen in any other dramas or even movies. Normally third person in a relationship is showed as annoying and bad rather than being supporting. Even this fact shows how ITSAY is absolutely outstanding. This series is definitely a masterpiece. I loved every scene, detail and the intimate moment between them. I truly felt the sexual tension even through the screen??? so much that I even hold my breath most of the time.

I really understand them and do not blame them for anything. I can get the fact Teh has not been ready to take risks from the beginning but on the other hand, Oh-Aew was so enthusiastic to give a try and to think at that age -they're both kids- that you are afraid so much if you are even going to be accepted by the people around you,, i mean we are all afraid aren't we? And in my opinion, this was represented so beautifully in the drama. The performances of them left me speechles- I was struck by even little details like the fear, the tension and the thrill.. those all felt so real.

The scene they touch each other was even enough for me to love this series. That scene was better than any kiss or bed scene. I think i've never seen anything more touching than that scene. I swear i hold my breath and i really felt that touching, it was- like i melted in THAT scene like i melted in other scenes as well. But the scene they fulfill their promise together and Teh confessed his feelings to Oh-Aew finally is my favorite scene.

Another things i loved about this series is that they even get each other without talking just looking at each other??? We really need more drama series like this. While i was thinking i was tired of all those series including toxicity and tired of all those bl drama cliches, especially for Thai dramas, i met/watched this series and completely impressed! It's the best BL made in worldwide ever. I want to congratulate not only Billkin and Krit but also everyone who put their effort into this. I want them to know, it's all worth it.

In short; ITSAY is THAT SERIES for me, it is definitely relatable and there is nothing at all i haven't liked about which makes me feel inspired and more excited. Hopefully we will see more series like this. By the way, cannot wait for part 2!