this a toxic relationship, so sooner or later…

this a toxic relationship, so sooner or later it was dew to combust, leaving both wounded & bleeding in it's wake. & sorry but i don't think either one is more at blame, both r - equally(!) just cause of different reasons. ********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************Hira is an addict & Kiyoi is his drug. his brain shuts down & he is incapable of acting / reacting like a normal human-being around him. think the closest he has come to being normal, was around Koyama in the previous season. but when Kiyoi is involved, he goes crazy - he has put him on a pedestal & he rather worship him, then treat him like a normal human - how can any person enjoy this type of treatment in a relationship? sooner or latter it will get old. now if this was an actually S&M relationship they would talk and each would make clear what they needed from the other, setting ground rules. but they don't talk! not really about anything serious (ノへ￣、) **************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************Kiyoi on the other hand, is so guarded he will never say what is in his heart or mind, he rather put on a front, never demanding or explaining himself. if he did it might burst Hira's bubble - but isn't that reason enough, long over-due talk - some communication? something that would make things clear between them?? anything is better then this back & forth, where neither get's the other & they wont talk about what they really want from the other & why, but dance around - play house (but not really) & then who's shocked at the out come - this sad! & very toxic -

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